Thursday, September 4, 2008

Captive

Captive

It seems to me that you’ve been set free
for its been a year since I have held your heart in Captivity.
Many nights of longing for your touch had come to an end
Will our hearts ever make amends?
I look into your eyes and you seem to be distant
Mind, body, soul physically mentally absent
Leaving me to oft wonder what a monster you seem to be
Your words though not to my face contradicted my thoughts
For you made me see how much you meant to me.
I guess you and me wasn’t meant to be as you made it seem
You never really let me know how you felt for you assured me
That you have a lot to tell but the words don’t seem to come
Out. The silent stares that brings chills up my spine
and the whispers telling me it will be just fine.
I never believed that you would escape my prison
But the force I had wasn’t strongly driven.
I think I gave my all but no more shall I go in for the fall
I decided that I’m through and leave it all up to you.
I give you my heart and will bear the knowledge of being apart.

Loves