Annoyed

Ever have one of those days where you are just annoyed at everything. You get annoyed when someone says something, when someone does something, or even when someone doesnt pick up the phone and you know that they are around..and just didnt get to the phone quick enough. Ever feel that things are just moving to damn slow and you want to speed it up. Well today that is exactly how I feel....just annoyed. Im thinking if someone does something that annoys me again I am just gonna blow my freaking top....like seriously.
I dont feel like the world is closing in on me..I dont feel like the world is against me...but I just feel that everything is at an akward pace!! I feel like im just one step ahead of life and thats why I get annoyed at certain things..just speed the eff up you know.
But ne ways after an annoying day, I went to choi practice and as if our choir director can sense the anxiety in the room he told us that if we can trace em, we can trust him!! Im like wat the hell does that mean. But then I got it. If you can trace everything he has done for you than you can definitely trust him....and coincidently all yesterday this was on my mind: "Trust in the Lord with all your heart; and don't lean on your own understanding. In all things acknowledge him, and he shall direct your way"....how weird huh...these weird things always happen to me..i.e this is me moving way ahead of life. I think about this and today someone says it to me!! Slow down...take it easy mama!

Therapy

So i decided that this would be a very therapeutic way of life...shooting off my ideas to God knows who...and making sense of certain things that are going on. So welcome to my world..get a load at Jae's Break. Sorry this one came second....but thats all about knowing Jae....things are different...things happen differently

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Live Life Live Free

So many thoughts/ ideas/ beliefs have been lost because of Capitalism........like Alex Hamilton says "If you stand for nothing you'll fall for anything"......take a stand...assert your beliefs and don't be swayed by corporate America!!!!!!!!! Don't celebrate a holiday if you don't want to.....don't do things just because you have no choice.......life is full of choices thats why we have room to make bad ones. Let's make the next generation a generation EX...a generation of EXCEPTIONAL qualities. Let's make this next generation a generation free from the chains of capitalism and free from the ideas of our forefathers that have given us no sense of identity. It might be really hard for some of us to change our ways... because we are so uprooted in them...and we know our moms will have a fit if we dont call them for mothers day....but everyday should be a celebration of parents. But dont be afraid to think and voice these opinions...someone will listen to you and it only takes one person to make a DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!!!!!

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Chance

If Given the Chance

If given the chance, I will soar to the depths of my soul
I will search deep within to relieve the sorrows that
refuses my ability to be hole
If given the chance, I will mold my calloused heart soft.
The rampant heart beats will become calm
as a night oceans wave
If given the chance, I will laugh like
never have laughed before.
My happiness will reak havoc on an
anguished mind, mending the
torn interior.
If given the chance, I will filter
my spirit
Deny the entrance of evasive sentiments
that dominate my conscience, my existence.
If given the chance, I will explore my universe,
dance on the surface of stars and still shall my soul be.

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