Ever have one of those days where you are just annoyed at everything. You get annoyed when someone says something, when someone does something, or even when someone doesnt pick up the phone and you know that they are around..and just didnt get to the phone quick enough. Ever feel that things are just moving to damn slow and you want to speed it up. Well today that is exactly how I feel....just annoyed. Im thinking if someone does something that annoys me again I am just gonna blow my freaking top....like seriously.
I dont feel like the world is closing in on me..I dont feel like the world is against me...but I just feel that everything is at an akward pace!! I feel like im just one step ahead of life and thats why I get annoyed at certain things..just speed the eff up you know.
But ne ways after an annoying day, I went to choi practice and as if our choir director can sense the anxiety in the room he told us that if we can trace em, we can trust him!! Im like wat the hell does that mean. But then I got it. If you can trace everything he has done for you than you can definitely trust him....and coincidently all yesterday this was on my mind: "Trust in the Lord with all your heart; and don't lean on your own understanding. In all things acknowledge him, and he shall direct your way"....how weird huh...these weird things always happen to me..i.e this is me moving way ahead of life. I think about this and today someone says it to me!! Slow down...take it easy mama!
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